Monday, January 14, 2013

[Part 1] 139. 2nd last day of school

This afternoon, the admin office 아저씨 ajusshi came by our room to check our phone and internet lines. I got him to check on our sink too because it’s choked and the water takes forever to drain off. Time and time again, I’ve worn 2 plastic gloves and put my fingers down the hole to pull out whatever hair that I could pull out. But because I couldn’t remove the sink plug, I couldn’t do much to solve the problem. Today, I realised that the plug can be removed by pulling out the metal clippings behind the sink to unlock the plug -.- So noob! My house’s toilet sinks aren’t like that though. Anyway, the guy pulled out soooooooo much hair and now our sink’s no longer choked and works like brand new. Actually, the sink was already like that when we moved into our room back in August but we thought that it was originally like that and didn’t know that it was because the sink had been choked with hair.

Anyway, some misunderstandings happened after that and I had to blow off some steam in the gym. I guess it’s an accumulation of feelings over the last few months and today’s incident was like the tip of the iceberg.
My first instinct was to escape from the situation by marching to the admin office and requesting for a change from next sem onwards. Why bother anymore right? But I thought about what J said to me, that he finds that I give up too easily. Whenever something doesn’t go right for me, I more or less give up quite fast. My stance is that if it’s not working out, why continue wasting time and effort when you know it won’t work for the better?
I wonder if things would have worked out better between us if I hadn’t requested for a change from the original arrangement back in July/August. Haiz…I’m so stressed out by this! I don’t know what my next step should be. We don’t even exactly communicate. Argh. 성격에 안 맞아 ㅠㅜ

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