Friday, May 2, 2014

Dramaland

The last 4 days have been nothing but drama, in a good and bad way!
Mon and Tues were like a dream, something I'd talked about casually once or twice but never dreamt that a wish/whimsical thought would turn into reality, albeit only for a very short while. What a whirlwind of events. A pity it was so short though! Sometimes, you have to be careful of what you wish for.
Wed was a day of stress because of last minute prep for a presentation yesterday and having a group of drunk Korean guys in their 30s talk to me on the phone because a corporate MBA senior had his high sch reunion and I don't know how his friends ended up seeing my KT profile and called me. Having to deal with such a prank call in Korean is not exactly very nice. And I thought that his friends were his CMBA classmates so I was extremely polite to them despite knowing the nature of the call. Argh.
Thurs had me fearing for my life and regretting how I've been as a person and how I should rid myself of my weaknesses. Recently, my bad side seems to have surfaced a lot and I have to rein it in. My impatience, lack of tolerance for incompetency (I know it's not like I'm very competent myself. I know I should just shut up and reflect on myself as a person before talking about others. I'm trying and I hope that after letting this out, I'll really change!!!) and dislike for people who leech off others and not grow a backbone of their own, etc. I think I should shut my mouth or don't make my feelings so obvious for others to read. That's what happens when you open yourself up. Last semester, I kinda closed myself. But this semester, maybe I opened up a little too much.
At least, I'll have a nice time from now till next Wed and hopefully, the weather will be good!

Time and time again, I've come to realize that drama only happens in my life when I'm in the motherland of dramas. Oh Korea.

And last semester, I thought that it would be my busiest semester and life would get better soon. When Module 1 started this semester, it was worse than before and I thought when Module 2 comes, my life will REALLY get better. BUT NO. It just got worse with the start of Module 2 this week. But really, during Fall semester this year, I will only be taking 7.5 credits, instead of the 18 that I'm taking now. So then, I should be able to finally relax and enjoy my last few months as a student studying in Korea before I get consumed into the workforce next year.

Now I have to finish my essay on public holidays in Singapore for my scholarship class and then start on all the readings due next week. Life of a full time MBA student, oh my poor eyes.

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

Read your blog in 2012. Afterwhich, I lost the add to your blog and am glad to find it again. Going to start reading from where I left off. :D

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